. . . and I have to adapt.
The facts are these: I'm getting older, whether I like it or not. I can either sit around doing nothing with my life and going nowhere, or I can be proactive and start making decisions and . . . start growing up.
The second option is a little scary, and definitely requires, umm, effort, thought, prayer, faith, etc. But I'm pretty sure life isn't something to mess around with--from what I hear, putting a little effort and thought into one's life is usually a good thing. ;)
-Rethinking my major--considering my options.
-Trying to work out scholarship stuff.
-Considering my options without scholarships.
-Thinking about the President's Ambassador's Program.
-Re-evaluating my priorities.
-Considering my future.
-Thinking about summer jobs.
-Thinking about summer school.
-Thinking about my progressing relationship.
-Taking all of the wise counsel I can get.
-Asking for prayer.
-Praying for direction and wisdom.
I'm so thankful though, because God has definitely been giving me peace. I have so much to decide and so much that is about to change, but I have been able to remain, for the most part, fairly calm about it. I've figured out that God has a plan for my life and my worry doesn't do anything for it. All that my worry does is say that I don't trust God like I should.
So....pray for me! :) I know everything will work out for God's glory. I've learned that things don't usually go as I plan, so I'm excited to see what God's better plan is! :)
